First of all, i would like to take this opportunity to thanks those who have supported my blog and gave comments.... thank for the efforts.
Secondly, been having serious thoughts these days... for confusing me for couple of days, i can't be bothered anymore. What comes, what leaves. simple as that.
Thirdly, Internet connection is ending soon. Ain't no blogging anymore.
and then, or maybe i shall create one private one myself, and update it once a month.. maybe..maybe not
Recently i realised something. It really trigger my thinking of whether to say. Sometimes i am too sensitive, but it's a good point. I realised that by saying sometimes out might be misinterpreting and yet create another problem.
I shall think more before i say. Now i have realised that past doesn't matter anymore.
Bads one shall be deleted and kept the goods. That's would be so nice. and u won't trouble pondering over it so much than usual.
Recently, there's one incident that i overslept. and i am seriously overslept for logn hours. I wanted to take a short nap and ended far too ridiculous. I naped for 6 and half hours. and i missed my appointment.
hell, and i was so pissed over myself. and i felt that the old,stubborn,hot-tempered in me has occupied the entire wuhao. That's how i used to behave in the past. and i was petrified. i hate the feeling. But after using more of my brain, things have cooled off. thankfully i didn't vent my angers like i used to in the past >.<
haha shall leave the venting angers in silence. those are the past! shall delete ! so what i can say is
SORRY I HAVE FORGOTTEN. bleah!
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Yes, i have finally sound it all out.
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i went to catch" wedding crasher" on Thursday with my classmates. It's a seriously recommended show to watch.... it's damn funny show. And it's more of a love story. It sent some meaninful message into my already lost mind. The message had enlightened me.
It always having this thought that whether your girl is a virgin or not.
Does that matter anymore ?
I always used to think that, having a wife who is virgin is good as she is "untouched"... and i believe that if only i am not, then i won't mind abt she non virgin.
But after watching that show, i felt that it doesn't anymore whether she is or not. What most important is how she treats u and whether are u having fun together with her or him.
that's what i believe true love is. That will blind u from her or his past and move on with the current way.
That's how deleted the history will be good =) , u won't tend to think and bother abt so much.
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Responsibility Vs Love
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Recently, i have this net friend who told me abt her relationship. she said that she broke up with this guy,18, who already a dad of one. What surprises me was, she knew he has a son after they got together 3 months, and that guy beats her and treat her unfairly....
but that's not the pt.
the pt is that , she as a loyal girl to someone and think that he will change one day.
i have another pri sch friend who is similar to this case.. except those guys without son. She always believe that that guy will change for her, but obviously thigns won't change easily, esp character.
No matter how long u waited, character of a person is very very hard to change.
character is a habit. it's hard to amend habit. If u are a smoker, how hard do u try to stop smoking? and i believe character would be 1000 times harder to change for habit.
So don't put up hope so high, until one day u realised and blamed yourself being naive.
WEll, being loyal is perfectly fine, i do accept ppl point of view.
What i truely think that in a relationship, definately both party have to be commited.
Maybe that's how blinded u will become when u fall in love with someone. u tend to be blinded and oversee the bad parts, such as beating.
COME ON , WAKE UP. DO U THINK YOUR LOVE ONE WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA U ? . Have a deep thought please...... IF HE LOVES U SO MUCH, I AM SURE HE FEELS BAD FOR HITTING U.
Do u think he loves u ?
Do u think that's only one sided love?
Do u think he will be the right one ?
do u think there might be better one who cares and concerns more than what u except your guy would offer?
Do u think such relationship would last?
To me, having minor quarrels in relationship is perfectly fine, as there are some where u and ya partner would come to an obligation. Both have to compromise here and there.
But if there are so many minor quarrels, eventually will pile up and become so big that, it's forever quarrel in relationship.... and do u think that work out in the future?
i am sorry to use this... IT"S FUCKING A NO. Relationship won't work out if u quarrel so much. That's what my parents have turned out to. A real fucking life experience. I have seened with my naked eyes. IT"S A FUCKING . N . O... NO....
Therefore, i hate girls with temper, even though i have one bad one, but i have controlled it for yrs. and it's pretty well managed. because i started to think with my brain than emotion.
Hate to see girls got angry easily, and showing me attitude faces. If u are, please bug off.
i would rather date with a quiet girl at least i won't see the angry looking side.
Why put yaself in such a situation where u and her are so unhappy most of the time ? Or sometimes it's only one sided love... what the use ? i don't see any future in it....
Maybe i am someone who looks slight further than someone else. I afraid to have family that i have gone through. therefore, maybe that's what made me waiting for the one i think would be the best. But i think that would be quite silly, no one will be the best anyway.. .. . . .
Sometimes u won't mingle responsibilities with love. If u do so, most probably u will turn out to be one sided and the result wont be what u expected.
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I think i like girl who are nice, which means that she won't be hot temper and do forgive things. and most probably are those from church i guess. they always learn to forgive ppl?
i hoping to see some light in my life... i am seriously await till the day arrives.
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i would like to end this here. once a for all........
Anyone out there, i bless for your everything (though i am not christian), but i still would like to wish all the best for whatever that makes u happy. .. that's the most important thing in life. HAPPINESS.
and this will be the last chapter in my blog..... hope u enjoy everythings here. =)
stay happy always.
live to the fullest ! and hav fun! life is short anyway!
Have a nice day......
arigatou gozaimasu...
Secondly, been having serious thoughts these days... for confusing me for couple of days, i can't be bothered anymore. What comes, what leaves. simple as that.
Thirdly, Internet connection is ending soon. Ain't no blogging anymore.
and then, or maybe i shall create one private one myself, and update it once a month.. maybe..maybe not
Recently i realised something. It really trigger my thinking of whether to say. Sometimes i am too sensitive, but it's a good point. I realised that by saying sometimes out might be misinterpreting and yet create another problem.
I shall think more before i say. Now i have realised that past doesn't matter anymore.
Bads one shall be deleted and kept the goods. That's would be so nice. and u won't trouble pondering over it so much than usual.
Recently, there's one incident that i overslept. and i am seriously overslept for logn hours. I wanted to take a short nap and ended far too ridiculous. I naped for 6 and half hours. and i missed my appointment.
hell, and i was so pissed over myself. and i felt that the old,stubborn,hot-tempered in me has occupied the entire wuhao. That's how i used to behave in the past. and i was petrified. i hate the feeling. But after using more of my brain, things have cooled off. thankfully i didn't vent my angers like i used to in the past >.<
haha shall leave the venting angers in silence. those are the past! shall delete ! so what i can say is
SORRY I HAVE FORGOTTEN. bleah!
====================================================================
Yes, i have finally sound it all out.
====================================================================
i went to catch" wedding crasher" on Thursday with my classmates. It's a seriously recommended show to watch.... it's damn funny show. And it's more of a love story. It sent some meaninful message into my already lost mind. The message had enlightened me.
It always having this thought that whether your girl is a virgin or not.
Does that matter anymore ?
I always used to think that, having a wife who is virgin is good as she is "untouched"... and i believe that if only i am not, then i won't mind abt she non virgin.
But after watching that show, i felt that it doesn't anymore whether she is or not. What most important is how she treats u and whether are u having fun together with her or him.
that's what i believe true love is. That will blind u from her or his past and move on with the current way.
That's how deleted the history will be good =) , u won't tend to think and bother abt so much.
===================================================================
Responsibility Vs Love
-----------------------
Recently, i have this net friend who told me abt her relationship. she said that she broke up with this guy,18, who already a dad of one. What surprises me was, she knew he has a son after they got together 3 months, and that guy beats her and treat her unfairly....
but that's not the pt.
the pt is that , she as a loyal girl to someone and think that he will change one day.
i have another pri sch friend who is similar to this case.. except those guys without son. She always believe that that guy will change for her, but obviously thigns won't change easily, esp character.
No matter how long u waited, character of a person is very very hard to change.
character is a habit. it's hard to amend habit. If u are a smoker, how hard do u try to stop smoking? and i believe character would be 1000 times harder to change for habit.
So don't put up hope so high, until one day u realised and blamed yourself being naive.
WEll, being loyal is perfectly fine, i do accept ppl point of view.
What i truely think that in a relationship, definately both party have to be commited.
Maybe that's how blinded u will become when u fall in love with someone. u tend to be blinded and oversee the bad parts, such as beating.
COME ON , WAKE UP. DO U THINK YOUR LOVE ONE WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA U ? . Have a deep thought please...... IF HE LOVES U SO MUCH, I AM SURE HE FEELS BAD FOR HITTING U.
Do u think he loves u ?
Do u think that's only one sided love?
Do u think he will be the right one ?
do u think there might be better one who cares and concerns more than what u except your guy would offer?
Do u think such relationship would last?
To me, having minor quarrels in relationship is perfectly fine, as there are some where u and ya partner would come to an obligation. Both have to compromise here and there.
But if there are so many minor quarrels, eventually will pile up and become so big that, it's forever quarrel in relationship.... and do u think that work out in the future?
i am sorry to use this... IT"S FUCKING A NO. Relationship won't work out if u quarrel so much. That's what my parents have turned out to. A real fucking life experience. I have seened with my naked eyes. IT"S A FUCKING . N . O... NO....
Therefore, i hate girls with temper, even though i have one bad one, but i have controlled it for yrs. and it's pretty well managed. because i started to think with my brain than emotion.
Hate to see girls got angry easily, and showing me attitude faces. If u are, please bug off.
i would rather date with a quiet girl at least i won't see the angry looking side.
Why put yaself in such a situation where u and her are so unhappy most of the time ? Or sometimes it's only one sided love... what the use ? i don't see any future in it....
Maybe i am someone who looks slight further than someone else. I afraid to have family that i have gone through. therefore, maybe that's what made me waiting for the one i think would be the best. But i think that would be quite silly, no one will be the best anyway.. .. . . .
Sometimes u won't mingle responsibilities with love. If u do so, most probably u will turn out to be one sided and the result wont be what u expected.
====================================================================
I think i like girl who are nice, which means that she won't be hot temper and do forgive things. and most probably are those from church i guess. they always learn to forgive ppl?
i hoping to see some light in my life... i am seriously await till the day arrives.
=====================================================================
i would like to end this here. once a for all........
Anyone out there, i bless for your everything (though i am not christian), but i still would like to wish all the best for whatever that makes u happy. .. that's the most important thing in life. HAPPINESS.
and this will be the last chapter in my blog..... hope u enjoy everythings here. =)
stay happy always.
live to the fullest ! and hav fun! life is short anyway!
Have a nice day......
arigatou gozaimasu...
posted by wuhao at 9:30 AM
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